So many natural disasters...

and this time, its Santiago de Chile.

I have a good friend there. She is such a cute BSB Girl, for so many years.
She is living there, near to the coast.
I pray so much for her and that everything is going to be okay.
I am so sorrowed and all I want is to hear from her.
Since yesterday, I didnt hear anything from Claudia.

I really cry and I pray to heaven: please Lord, let Claudia be saved.

She is such a funny and crazy girl. She always makes me laugh.

Claudia, I love you and I can't wait to hear from you :)
I light up a candle for you and your family.

Now in spanish for my Claudia:


la catástrofe natural en Santiago de Chile,

Allí tengo una amiga. Es una linda fan de BSB.
La vive allí y está en la costa.
Yo oro para Claudia y la familia de Claudia y preocupo.

lloro a lágrima viva porque recién desde ayer no he oído nada de claudia.

Es una chica sympática, loca :) y muy cara.

te quiero mucho, claudia.
yo oro para ti y tu familia.

Florence + the Machine

Hey everyone, just a short update!!!!

I really like the newcomer band 'Florence + the Machine'
I love that video and the song!!!
What do you say????

What a voice and I think she is very creative!!
*girlpower*

I am so amazed ...

...by these personalitys, because they are so much more than singers and artists.

Life is just...

We all hate it. Everything. To be stuck in traffic, to get wet in the rain, when we forget the umbrella, to be late (sometimes very too much), we hate it when our friends compares us with fools and we hate it to hear some people whispering about us. We hate trouble and rude things.

But we can't change anything. Life is just...
Our Life is not only surrounded by smiling faces, perfect weather,good mood and safety.
Life is full of challenges.

Although its human nature to hate (and love) isnt it sometimes great to realize, life is not the fairytale you made up in your mind?
Wouldn't it be boring?

Okay, sometimes we wish for the simple way. Me too.
But its kinda impossible because there ain't no simple way.

I think life is precious because you can feel emotiones, get impressions about the world and find someone who shares everything with you. Isnt that the meaning of life?

Every challenge you can manage- isnt it a self-affirmation?
And life is kinda like a jungle you have to cross.
Nothing is easy in this world.

And its no shame to lose. You only have to get up and move on.


Life is like a box of chocolate - you never know what you get .
(thank you, forrest :] )

Wanna have it all???

Listen to this beautiful song. I love it. It's one of my favorite of all the time!!

I am anticipating AJ McLeans first Solorecord. I cant wait for the 16th of march.
Its something very special. What a man, What a voice.

..if only you try..you can have it all..

Belief, Love and Decisions

In what and in who do you believe?

Some people say everything what happens happens for a reason.
Some people say everything what happens happens just randomly.

I think its both.
What do you think?

And if you have a belief... in what?
Are you believing in religion? Or in positivity?
When you believe in something, do you have the feeling, you are not alone in this world?
And do you get the solution to all of your problems?

I personally believe in good people, positivity and in a big force in this worlds who brings us all together and is responsible for everything what happens here.

You never can be sure to make your right decisions.
But its also important never to regret.
If you make a decision wich made you once really happy, then you didn't do a mistake.
My life motto is: always look forward, never back.
When you go on in your life, nothing can't be undone.
With a new step in life, you can meet new people, get new impressions. And maybe the love of your life. But to be able to love somebody, you have to be able to love yourself.

Sitting here in Berlin, watching the dark weather outside, I just stepped by to write my thoughts which crossed my mind....

But wait...

...are you alone? sick?? sad?? THERE'S NO NEED!!!

I got a very great solution. For every problem. Ask Kaoticgirl!

Okay here is my dream man :))))

I have found some pix of him. I wanted to show you!!

Isn't he cute?

OMG :D

I finally found him :))
My dream ;) Isn't he cute? I very hope he is still single.
I dont know, maybe I am too shy to make the first step.
But I would be happy to get a date with him. I love it when someone can bring me to laugh.
He is absolutley perfect, he has a funny face, and I can get him in every color I want him to be.

Please , wish me luck.

I wanna show you some pictures later.

Who had ever thought that?

Here I am :)


Just saying hello to all . To all who take a look at my blog. I have been thinking long about this, doing a blog. Now I have my desicion. And I know we all are going to have a lot of fun :)

I am a Kaoticgirl from Europe and I love to talk about anything and everything. Maybe we can discuss about this and that in future.

My passion is music. And my sweetest passion is my favorite Band, the Backstreet Boys.
I am a fan since 13 years and I keep on counting...
I have to add that I adore Lady Gaga and r'n'b music. And I have to say, I love the solorecords of Nick Carter,Brian Littrell, AJ McLean and in future Aaron Carter with his new music.

I am going to post here sometimes. News, My opinions, something crazy and everything which I got on my mind. Better be prepared.

See you all soon,
xoxo
Kaoticgirl